You’re allowed to scream, you’re allowed to cry, but do not give up.
"bear with me" you say. we both turn into bears and escape into the woods
You have to think, “you know, if it sucks right now it’s worse for someone else” and you’re looking at your soft stomach and you’re thinking about that sandwich you ate and you’re thinking also about the work, the work, the work and it just seems like it can’t get any worse but oh, darling, oh baby doll it can get so much worse than this.
today I really missed when I would go horseback riding in November, and I never had the right gloves so my hands would be so cold, and I would try to warm them in my horse’s mane. And it would be so quiet, except for our breathing, and it would be so still, except for our moving.